Zonta club workshop is inspiring much.

More and greater than I imagined.

I need to stop living for others.

Huiqing, live for yourself.

Do something that will make yourself proud.

Stop being others puppets.

Don't let yourself feel guilty at the end of the day.

Wake up qing, it's going to reach the end of the 1st mth of the holiday.

Buck up. The dream's ending.

Remember what? Prince charming have gone with Beauty, Snow white, Cinderella, etc.

You think he'll come back for you? Dream on then.

You know this is not the life you wanted, isn't it?

Banner making yesterday.

Was cool! Love my comm members.

We did banner from 9am to around 3pm?

Went yf's house to use his electricity. (Library doesn't provide electricity anymore!): )

Wanted to do the storytelling research for Drama, but ended up watch "xia dao xiao"

Watched before already but still nice!

Then went for dinner and went down bbc.

Then came back home.

Today, going for the zonta thing.

Then night cycling! Wheeeeeeeeeee. CAN STAY OVERNIGHT OUTSIDE!

Got tons of stuffs waiting for me to do.

4 chinese compos, Edit geog, Amaths revision, Binomial 6.1 and 6.2, chem tys, DRAMA STORY, chalet stuff, notebook for drama, saint emilie's banner, Proposal (jin)

My day was great.

Went to buy cloth with viv and ate lunch with her.

Went library with Jin. Long time since I go out with her!(:

Did chem and blah.

Met Xueyi afterwards to buy paint and went to bbc.

Won Mr.Hock = I've recovered^-^ (Although is obvious he let me win de la)

Came back home with a good mood as my parents are not in.

Especially my mother. Then I bathed and stuff.

I packed my stuffs for tomorrow's meeting.

She started barking again.

I tried to use my best tone to speak to her.

But she start her radio talk again _l_

Whtvr I do is wrong to her.

EVERY SINGLE FUCK she got something to say.

I asked dad where's the paint brushes.

Then my dad ask me go storeroom take.

Then my mum ask what I want.

I say brushes.

Then she started barking like some dog.

Saying why must I always take things from home to do my school stuffs.

I tried to keep quiet, not wanting to start another quarrel, like yesterday.

So I shut the fuck up.

Then she started barking, 我不喜欢你就是这样，整天拿家里的东西去报销，有没有拿什么东西回来！

我： 什么？ 你不是要我丢这些 brush lor? (NOTE: THESE BRUSHES IS P3 BUY DE)

妈： 不要拿啦。以后你要用，以后家里要用哪里找？

我： brush 而已？

妈：你不要什么屁都拿出去啦？！

我：这些报纸你要meh? (THERE'S LIKE MOUNTAIN LIKE IN THE STOREROOM STILL? I TOOK LIKE 5. I MEAN WTF NEWSPAPER YOU WAN KEEP FOR WHAT FUCK?)

妈：要啦！ (Gimme that bitch attitude stare)

I dulan and take out the newspaper from the paper bag and placed it back to the mountain stack.

And the brush, I only took one.

I don't know whats the problem with her.

I wanna help her save money so I used stuffs from home which is useless.

Newspaper, you wanna clear it isn't it?

Whtvr la. I hate this home more and more.

Last time, I say all this, I'll feel guilty like the next day or something like is me who's exaggerating but now, I totally wouldn't

I just hope you can get lost for 1min and gimme some peace.

I no longer know what the fuck you want & whats ur problem.

I hate you, I hate coming back to this fuck hell place, seriously

I firmly believe today will be a good day.

Can't sleep and woke up around 7am.

Recieved mrs. soon's email & she had approved the proposal!

Whee. :D 

Meeting xueyi later.

To Xueyi:

WELCOME BACK TO SG! MISS YOU HELL LOTS! YAY! 

16/11

Cause it really hurts to see you go.

Here I am, asking again

Why does all happy things come to an end? D':

17/11

I can't seem to get you off my mind.

Believe me, I tried. I really did.

It's raining lately lah. (COLD! BUT IT'S BETTER THAN HOT, isn't it?)

And I login friendster just now out of boredom.

And I came by this profile, and this picture.

Is freaking scary.

Infer from this :

♥Juliette' says:
erm
guy?

我的回忆不是我的 says:
LOL
is girl
LOL!

♥Juliette' says:
oh

我的回忆不是我的 says:
CALLED XXXXX

♥Juliette' says:
wow

我的回忆不是我的 says:
****

LOL, I think it's a girl. But...

It's kinda scary cause' it take me about 10 minutes before I'm convinced.

Ask me for the picture.

I'm sorry if that girl is your friend or what :x

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If you're disturbed by this post in any way, please alt+F4. Tyvm!:D PEACE.

XUEYI, JIN, PEIHUA AND ALL WENT TO M'SIA.

ABANDON ME IN SINGAPORE D:

Just tell someone that,

"Don't let love slip through your hands"

And stuffs like that. Ha.

Cause' a friend of mine, he's trying to jio this girl. At first is his friend want jio one. But end up, they msg more so yeah. And he say he's shy to say his feelings. And stuffs.

Ha, then I scolded him. "You want wait till X'mas ah?"

Although X'mas coming ............

And I added, by X'mas, she might be someone elses girl already.

And he's in a great great dilemma now.

And their age gap also kinda big. actually not, 4 years only.

Hmmm, JIAYOU! JUST TELL HER! OR LET NATURE TAKE THE COURSE BAH .

If were a guy, I confirm will confess to the girl I like (I THINK)

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Actually I'm quite afraid. I hate myself actually for being so superficial always. Like judging people from the way they look, and in the end realising how kind and nice they're. I mean everybody does right? But I think I'm those more extreme kind. For example, when I see a fat guy or fat girl wearing something revealing or something, I will feel freaking disgusted. Like keep commenting and critisizing that person. But if I put myself in their shoes, then I'll feel super sad. But I just can't help it. But this is not the problem. I hate myself more, because I actually like/love someone because of their looks. Its like when a ugly guy tried to care for me and stuff, I'll feel super disgusted and feel that he's a desperate guy. Then keep laughing at that guy. But if a handsome guy come talk to me, I'll feel that everything that he've said is all golden words. I know you're not my true love but, I don't know what to do. I tell myself to stop before history repeats but still, I can't stop thinking of you and stuff. I got over that bastard and now, what the fuck is wrong with me. Am I also another despo kia? Damn it, I wanna go back to the past. Someone tell me what to do. I only know I really like you alot now and another side, I don't wanna lose you and wanna' be close friends with you like this forever. But I know it's impossible, right? I know one day, just that one day, in a few seconds time, when that very something happen at that very moment, we'll just stop talking to each other. And all the promises we've said will be broken. Somebody help me.

Why does all happy things come to an end? And I know the day is approaching.

Went to Yishun with Manat.

Meet Qian Yi, Yurou and friends.

Bad bad weather today. Big sun during the noon.

Then suddenly HEAVY DOWNPOUR ._.

Went to some shelter, sat down and played truth or dare.

Kinda lame lah. Asked me questions like, "are you still a virgin?", blah.

Ha, I tell Sony I never even stead before. Hahaha, she don't believe at first. Lmao.

Take 85 back home alone for dinner.

AND THERE'S SCHOOL TMR. IT'S OKAY ! I SHALL ENDURE TILL WED.

NEEDA' CHIONG DRAMA STUFFS, OMG STRESS!):

Haissssssssss. Still got 4 compo for me to write. 

Alright I go bath ! Tatas.

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Qin ai de Xueyi, faster come back k! Will miss you very very much! :D!

Thanks for yesterday!

Long time didn't go out late already.

Another Happy Day!

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Thank you for th hoodie, and mickey ^^

你的承诺 - 海鸣威/泳儿

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby～
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我 也别再哭了